DO I BELEIVE IT? I MUST!

TRUST GOD ACCORDING TO WHAT HIS WORD SAYS
AND NOT ACCORDDING TO HOW YOU FEEL. (Brookelynnbooks.com)

At first glance, I understood.  It’s a truth I’ve acknowledge many times throughout my life.

Today, I woke up and prayed, then proceeded to my devotional (nothing new.)  A change of course occurred and as soon as the house was empty and quiet- just my dogs, myself and my thoughts- and then a huge outburst of bitter tears commenced. 

 Healing from past abuse and pain can and will surface if left untended.  Just because time (even decades) may  have passed, does not mean a person is healed- that the pain is gone.  I’ve learned this the hard way.  Today, a “ghost” from my childhood reared its ugly head, and quite frankly, took me by complete surprise. The “ghost” I keep burying was triggered into full effect and I felt completely helpless to it- until God mercifully led me to be still. To Be still just long enough to hear His reassurance, “I AM WITH YOU!”

My bitter tears eventually ceased when I was able to read this one thing, “Be Still AND KNOW THAT I AM God.” Psalm 46:10

At that moment, I realized that the author who posted that verse, was also the author who wrote the first statement I typed onto this post. This author’s name is Brooke Lynn, who has an amazing spirit and trust in the Lord. Her story is what helped me move forward to this moment, where I am just being still before God. Somewhere in her writing, she also wrote this verse:

“But Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.” Matthew 19:26

First- Be Still

Next- KNOW that God is right there with you

Finally- GIVE IT TO HIM

Pray- Lord, Your Will, not my way. Soften my heart to Your Will, Father. Grant me peace within my soul to let go of this bitterness and to TRUST and KNOW that with YOU all things are possible. In Jesus’ Name, Amen 

 What ever you do, DON’T LOSE HOPE!  Please don’t be like me and cling to pride- not the kind of pride where you’re boastful, but the kind of pride that isolates.  That’s the kind of pride I am praying and working to be rid of.   It’s the kind of pride that tells you NOT to reach out, because you should have this issue down and under control -you don’t want to bring someone else’s day down just because you’re having rough day, kind of pride.

Its a lie.  The truth is in God’s word.  The truth is that God LOVES us and CARES for us SO DEEPLY that words cannot describe these amazing truths.  

So, today, I CHOOSE TRUTH. 

Please feel free to share your experiences.  If you don’t know God and want to, message me and I can direct you to more information. 

Humbly,

Greta🌱 

 

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  1. I can relate to the lasting scars of abuse, and the upheaval of “bitter tears” myself. I believe many kinds of hurts are buried just below “the surface,” and can launch a surprise attack on us at any time. This is when we lean on God and others most. Pray harder, and more deeply. Take more hope in the heavenly prize we wait for.

    Steven

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  2. tabitha59reachingout May 14, 2015 — 12:17 PM

    Bless you, Greta. I have been healing for years now and I have found the family of God to be a great channel of blessing and healing from God. It is hard to open up at times, but so worth it when you go to the right people for support. God will finish His healing work in you and you will come forth as pure gold. God bless you, sister. 🙂 …………. Debbie

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  3. Thank you- God Bless you both! That song sang words I couldn’t get out onto the page. Thank you. And I did ask God to show me these hidden blocks in my life that are hindering growth….He faithfully showed me a huge one today. The beauty- I see it. I’m thankful. And your prayers are priceless. Thank you both!

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    • You’re welcome Greta for the prayer support, it’s amazing how the Holy Spirit knows the right words at just the right time and your post reflects that! may the beauty the Lord has shown you greatly enrich your growth with the Lord in your faith walk… When we faithfully confess our pains old and new God is faithful to take the strongholds of that pain from satans hands as well.

      What I’m trying to convey here is ➡ satan no longer has access to that certain pain in your life because God has planted the seed of that certain hurt and pain into His garden of Hope to grow it into something beautiful for you and others to see… 🌱🌱🌱

      P.s.
      (I sometimes have a hard time conveying a message due to brain damage)

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      • Amen! And amazing as God is, he spoke through many people today! Thank you for the prayer call out- it’s so amazing! The second half of my day has been filled with tears of sheer gratitude as God’s faithful grace pours over the ugliness that tried to overcome today!

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  4. Great Post,many hearts will be blessed by the truth spoken in this post. 🙂 It’s always such a blessing to read your insightful posts, as I was reading your latest blog post the Holy Spirit brought this song to mind its called (Beauty From Ashes)

    My wife Bella and I are praying for you right now asking that the Lord takes your pain and turns the ashes into a beautiful testimony for others to be inspired to come to God as well… 🙂

    MIkel

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